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Thursday, March 13, 2008

THIS, IS JASLYN

Jaslyn makes me happy, she's sweet, she makes me go high and she's veh veh veh patient when teaching me biology. She's the cutest prefect you'll ever find. No, scrape that. She's the cutest person you'll ever find who detests msg and who's a ball(HAHAHAHAAHAH) of fun.
Jaslyn! Thank you, for those five days during Obs, for being so crazy, for being so caring(cough cough), for doing the silliest things ever(like, screaming 'father abraham'), looking like an idiot with me, being obsessed with your yoyo, getting high on Orange Juice, not eating chocolates, and those weird stuff you do :) Thank you, for everything :) Yay I lubbbb you Jaslyn Shi.

I'm lazy to blog. So here's it, in point form.

Tuesday:

Went to Deniisha's
Ate
Watched Juno
Ate
Step Up 2 couldn't load, I was pissed
Ate
Watched The Last Kiss halfway
Ate
Screamed
Ate

Wednesday:

Met Natasha
Ate
Watched Dramas
Ate
Tuition
Ate
Americal Idol
Ate
Sleepover at Nat's
Ate
Talked
Ate
Screamed
Ate
Behaved like possessed children
Ate
Talked. A lot.
Ate
Spitted food at each other
Ate
Ordered food
Ate
(And because Nicky was so nice, he had extra thaipan and he gave us!)
Ate
Gossiped. A lot.
Ate
"OMG HANNAH ! IT'S SIX ALR!!!"
"BUT I WANT SOME MORE FOOD!!!"
(Nat gives her evil smile)
"Aiya okay okay la. And I wanna talk to you kkkk."
(Nat gives her normal smile)
Ate
Ate
Ate
Ate
Ate
Nicky drove me home at seven.
Slept.
(Got awoken by Deniisha. Grr)
Ate
Neopets
(OH AND IM SUPPOSED TO SHOWER NOW)

Okay that sums it up :) And i haven't studied(besides tuition) for the whole holidays! Oh crapzilla.

Monday, March 3, 2008

Thank you God, for giving your only Son to die on the Cross, for Our sins. Thank you, for your love, and acceptance. And for giving us worth when no one else would :)

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Firstly, Happy Belated Birthday to Ho Bing Hui :)
Secondly, I went for the bbq/coach trng yesterday :) I'm glad I did. Okay I'm gonna do my best to remember who I saw! Joey(Awww cheer up kay,you sound so upset), Rystine, Donavan, Jiayu, Cheryl Liew/Tham, Kyrie, Theresa, Ben Choo(Yay thank you for Sushi!), Julian, Anhong, Marjorie, Kenny, Tian Jun(New friend!), Cathleen, Ally, Eugene, Peh, Chuan Lay, Wesley, Sean, Dean, Cong/Pineapple, Bay, Yu Yuan, Arul! And I think that's about it :) As in the rest are either new coaches, or I don't know them, or I forgot, or they're outdoor coaches :) Pictures with the rest, I'll get them soooon :)

Bay, Kyrie, Joey, Remember! :)

Quiz One

1. Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
Donavan Teo

2. What does the 10th message in your inbox say?
I miss you ):

4. Pick 1 person you trust with your life?
Mommy

5.what was the last thing you ate?
Sandwich

8. Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?
Nope!

9. Are you ticklish?
Depends on who tickles me

10. Have you ever worn a crown?
Yeeeeeeeeees

11. Last time you've seen fireworks?
New Year's

12. Who is the last person that left you a text message?
Natasha Sadiq

14. Do you have a little black dress?
Yes

16. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Deniisha Chand

18. Are you missing someone?
Nope. I'm missing a lot of someones.

19. Reason behind why you last cried?
Felt so much of God's presence during service last week

20. How much cash do you have on you?
$0 (Hahah, I'm a poor kid)

25. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
Wo bu zhi dao, cos daddy does it for me

26. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret which would you choose?
A Major Regret Jem&Aunty Nat, I wished I had told you exactly how much I love you, more often

27. What’s on your mind right now?
My neopet that's dying!

28. Do you have one deep dark secret?
A lot!

30. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
Ms Izrina/Ms Della/Mr John Lavin

31. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
I can't rmbr. I think it was for drinking.

32. What was your childhood nickname?
Banana/Nahnah/Haaaanah, haaaanah

33. Do you have any strange phobias?
Find out yourself

36. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
The dream catcher person in Roald Dahl's book (I can't rmbr!)

37.When you are old enough are you getting any tattoos?
No, never, nu-uh.

38. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
Heh heh, a lot of people :)

39. Do you crack your knuckles?
No ! (See Chuan Lay, I listened to you!)

41. What colour are your bed sheets?
They're full of elmo now :) So majority of the colour's Red !

43. If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
Lee Min Ki

44. How would you rather die?
In a Car accident, with an ambulance banging me and me dying on impact

45. Have you ever been in love?
Define Love.

47. Have you ever had a true one-nightstand?
?!?!!?!?!?!!??!?!!?! NO.

48. What would you spend a million dollars on?
Reconstruction of houses in Cambodia, Studies, Parents, Godmother, Cameras, Education, Scholarships for children in third world countries

49. We are all human; do you think we judge someone for a past indiscretion?
Generally, yeah. Personally, depending on the person. But no.

50.Generally, in life, what makes you happy?
Dogs, Family, God,

Quiz Two
(I'm lazy to do now)

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Kor, You are the #1 Idiot in the whole world, galaxy and everything else! I have no idea why you're so ego that the milky way isn't even big enough for your disgustingly big ego and neither do I have any idea why I still love you so much! Anyway thank you for the past week(and weekend, and years to be exact)! You've been always there, to cheer me up, make me whack you and act all gentlemanly like 'Oh, no I really didn't do anything to make her hit me (Puppy eyes)', allow me to mention your crush to annoy you(eh 12 years! Do sth about it alr!), do all the stupid dares that I ask you to do just to make me laugh, watch you drink vodka and get damn high and attempt to get into your car and drive away but never making it past the door so i always have to get the key for you, and a million other things which i wouldn't say cos they're so embarrassing and I can't believe we used to do the silliest stuff when we were younger! Anyway, you should start taking photos with me and allowing me to post them online, otherwise i'll post up your 3 year old nude photos and let all your friends laugh like mad at your little...(hands lah! Dirty cheekohpeh) :) So yes, a huge thank you, and I'll see you soon, yay :)

See, i told you I'd think that what I said was super childish as well, and yeah yay everything's settled, I kindda scolded Grace(actually, no. I just stated facts) and everything's better than normal yaaaaaay I'm happy again. Gosh, i need morbid posts! (But how to! Especially since CAs are over and neopets are calling meeee)

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Megalife yesterday. I was left speechless, humbled, and crying out for more. That's all I can say, and really, it was Awesome.
To: Janel and the rest of the cell, mw, vanessa, nicol, and everyone else I saw, thank you :) You guys give me so much strength when I feel like crap :)

Anyway, I'm gonna give up on friendships. I know it's quite childish and I'm gonna regret saying this because of a few people whom I think are totally worth it, totally worth dying for, but majority of my friends are, I don't know. I know i've got some really great friends but friendships are just making me so tired out. I don't like small catfights over nothing, I don't like being in the middle, I don't like being pushed around like some toy, I don't like being forced to go with a particular person, I don't like having to choose, I don't like feeling like crap, I don't like being blamed for something that's partly my fault, but isn't totally my fault. The whole, Deniisha/Sella-Becky-Rahmah thing is driving me up the wall, making me go crazy till I don't even know who I am anymore. I don't want to care, but i can't not. I hate how friends have a reign over my life, and I hate how i'm not doing anything about it.

There's only one constant in the world :)
God, thank you.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

H: What do you wanna be when you grow up?
N: I want to be a good person, cos it's so hard to be a good person nowadays

Saturday, February 16, 2008

LEE MIN KI <3
Zhang Dong Liang
Ryan Gosling
Jake Gyllenhaal
He Jun Xiang
Ryan Phillippe
James Franco
George Clooney
Joe Cheng
David Beckham
Milo Ventimiglia
Masi Oka
Sendhil Ramamurthy
Patrick Dempsey
Cody Linley
Chris Daughtry
Ace Young
Chris Richardson
Blake Lewis
David Archuleta
Luke Menard
Ryan Seacrest

Waaaa My heart melt.

Friday, February 1, 2008

Ran in the rain just now, it was therapeutic and it made me feel waaaaaaaaay better. I jogged to Pasir Ris park and just sat on the rocks, letting the rain wash away everything I was feeling, so thank you, rain. For letting me cry, and for the silence. I've been feeling like crap the entire week, (Here's where I start messing up and pulling my hair) and I realise, I fall short of plenty. I've been left with no choice, but to go to God. I know I don't like going to Him, talking to Him, cos I feel guilty of being away for far too long, but I was left with no choice, after deciding to bottle up all my feelings inside.

Dear God,
Thank you, for everything, and more.

Love, Hannah

Once again, heading to pray's one of the best experiences ever. I always put long prayers off as I'm so busy(!!) but once you start, you can't stop. God, thank you, for allowing me to come back into your presence, cry my heart out, and know I'm okay, even if the whole world feels I'm not, cos you've got me, and I know You'll hold me whenever I cry, and catch me whenever I fall. As always, God, You Win. You did, do, and always will. So here's my heart, my soul, my mind, my actions, my thoughts, my emotions, my pain and suffering, my happiness and everything else I've failed to mention. You've got my heart, and I belong to you, and You alone. Thank you, for never abandoning me, for never giving up on me, for bleeding for me, for crying for me, for watching over me. Your love, acceptance, and care, they're priceless. I surrender my all, to you. I'm letting you lead me, mould me into someone you'll be proud of. Thank You, for being Real :)