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Thursday, January 31, 2008

This week has been so trying, so tiring. I feel as if my entire being is ready to fall off, to jump down the building, to drown in water, to hang myself, to do anything to cease existing. It sounds like I'm giving up, but I'm not. Just came back an hour ago from tuition where I was so tired I fell asleep while crossing the road, and when I came back, I was so tired I fell asleep in the toilet till Krystal's/Natasha's/Agnes's messages woke me up. So much homework, so many tests, so much to do, and really, so little time. And then Deniisha's issues have been taking a toll on me as well. I don't know how to help her, and you know that feeling of being so helpless just by seeing your friend feel helpless/upset? Yeah. And I feel like every little thing I do is being scrutinised, not by anyone, but by myself. I don't expect too much from me, but at the other hand, I expect the heavens and the earth. I'm a born contradiction, Ha. Chinese New Year's next week and I've got tuition on the second day of Cny. Tuition work is piling up, teacher's threatening to call my parents, school homework is crazy, my aunties'/uncles'/cousins' expectations are insane. I'm so stressed, i'm burning out already. I respect all those all-rounders so much, cos I have no idea how they do it. I've done my best to model after them, but I never seem to have enough time. I'm not complaining about the homework or anything,I don't know. I need, silence. I need, outdoor camps. So maybe, the outdoor camps thing was a blessing in disguise. We'll see.

And, to You: I have no idea how this friendship is going to go. I want it to last, but, I think you don't think it's possible. I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do. I know, for myself. That if this doesn't last, I'll hold on to the memories, cos though short, they've been nothing but amazing, and you've been nothing but awesome :) If I have to see you from afar, I'll try to be content, so long as you're happy. Your letters/calls/texts/our outings make me feel special and actually worthy, when sometimes, I really doubt I am. So thank you, for never failing to make me smile :) You wanted to make me happy didn't you. You've fulfilled it :) I still think you need to stop comparing yourself with your bestfriend and I! Cos you're far better than me in 293487320480234823048 ways. I know we're all vulnerable in our own little ways, so I promise you, that whenever you need a friend, a shoulder to cry on, a hug (: , a cookie/muffin/scone, balloons, someone to talk to, someone to run with you to the beach and shout out all your troubles, someone to cry/laugh with, someone to wipe your tears away, or just, someone to sit down with and letting our thoughts fill the silence, I'm here :) If you do choose, in the end, to let go of this, I know I'll be upset (and a lot more which i'm not gonna say in case your ego inflates till the size of J Lo's stomach) but I'm content, to watch you from afar, and to see you smile :) After the whole honeymoon period, yknw, I think I'll still love you as much, if not, more :) Love, Hannah

Okay, Yiling just called :) See you world.

We only took like, four 'family' photos, but nonetheless, it was fun with you three, awesome tentmates lah! :) The talk was so...interesting! Hahah I had no idea. Especially the _______topics and how Jaslyn lost her first kiss, Haw haw haw :) And see Jas, everything's up here already! I'll upload your weird funny face pictures soon :) Don't worry ! I don't know what to say about obs already, since i'm gonna talk about it, twice for English and Chinese compositions once I'm done with this. Oh P.s, I realised I didn't wish you here, so, Happy Birthday Krystal Goh Shu Yan :) :) :) Your face makes me smile, hahah.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

(For the Other group, )

(Chengho+Battuta!)

(Hi Ahlians, I love you all, so, so much)

(Chengho, You dahhxz bezxttxzx)

Once again, thank you Chengho(especially the beloved tentmates!- Deniisha,Krys,Jas) and for people who encouraged me along the way like Dee and cute people who made my day like Iffa and funny weirdos like Thahira who gossiped togt and for people like Farah who made me go out of my comfort zone, and for everyone else, really! You've all been awesome in one way or another, and for once in a very long time, I had to depend on others, and It was kindda nice :) I'm not gonna name all of you, cos i think it's super duper obvious who's in Chengho! (: So yes, You people are the bomb, the best :-) Big hug (:

Oh and Gek Fong, Thanks :) And for your quote, I think it's still quite a secret now, and I'm glad :) Thank you for being here for all of us, You've been nothing but patient and so wonderfully kind to each and every one of us! (:

Elton, Thank you, even though you're super annoying! You've helped Battuta&Chengho and hahahah you make us laugh with your funny, weird antics :)

Oh and I know the rest of the photos aren't up yet, I'm way too lazy, sorry! Hahha, but at least majority are :)

Monday, January 21, 2008

Who am I, could you just tell me? I don't want perfect akltg answers, all the, "Oh I'm a champion/winner". I don't like faking it till I make it, I've never believed in it, I never will. I don't know why I'm behaving like this, I don't know. Maybe people who don't know me and prolly never ever will would think I'm doing this for attention or whatever, and I say, Go ahead. My mind's in a whirl, and even though 07 has passed, I think somehow i can't let go. I know that's just an excuse, cos 2007 isn't the main reason, I just don't want to face the main reason. I can't come to terms that, maybe I'm not that person I thought myself to be. 2008 has been so great for so many people, I don't know if i'm putting a dampener on people at times :O And whoa, coach. I feel I've got too much on my shoulders, but that's okay. It's the feeling that I know I can't reach all those expectations, I can't be the perfect student/coach/daughter/niece/friend/cousin/mentor/mentee/Christian/person. And that feeling is one of, I don't know, Emptiness. I really don't know how to put it, or maybe i'm not even trying. I just feel like being the coward that I really am, and just give up. On myself, on the world, on everything. (But friends, not you, definitely not you)

Jem, once again, you never fail to make me cry buckets of tears for you. Come home, please? :'C

I don't know why what happened today, happened. I'm still finding myself, and failing at that. I hate it when people nowadays go, No failure, Only Learning Experiences, or all the t-r-y thing. Aiya whatever k, I mean I know it, I preach it, and I still keep to it. But coaches, past or present are all humans, and humans have feelings, they err. I don't feel like coaching for like, a few years then go back as a participant. I keep wondering if the coaches will treat me like another participant, or would they treat me as an excoach? Maybe by then, I would be a loner, no friends, and I'm by myself. Would they use the whole, ttp thing to help me? Or would they use the soft approach? And then again, would I be receptive? I mean, yes coaches are expected to be on top of the rest at all times, but i'm so tired. I'm tired of so many things, I'm tired of so many people, I'm tired. I'm tired of being expected to be the best, I"m tired of being expected to pay attention in class/be the good girl, I'm tired of being expected to score in exams, just because I'm a coach. It's like some unspoken agreement which I don't know if it's good or bad, but it's bringing me down. Anyway, I'm not supposed to talk about the whole Akltg thing. So yeh hah, I don't know. I'm just not feeling quite myself.

Anyway! Thank you sella, heh your hugs are so, Weird, and reassuring :) Shasha! Cheer up k, Rmbr, the post it note with only 3 words okay ! (: (And to the rest of the world, no, it's not I love you) I'm pissed with so many people now, heh. So please, if you see me, don't talk to me, don't bother. Treat me like a stranger, like the busker at the mrt station, like someone who doesn't matter. I can't stand to be treated nicely, cos then, my mind gets confused, i don't know how to think, and I really really don't know how to act or hide my facade anymore.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And i know I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Ong Hock Wei, Camillus (:

Congcong/My Pineapple :-) Thank you, for everything. Even when I'm being a bitch and a lousy friend and when I'm feeling like crap and want to be left alone, you make me all happy and I'm able to forget how lousy I feel about myself for a little bit, which counts for a lot, mind you :) Thank you, for bringing out the best in me, for not giving up on me, for showing me there's so much more to life, than this. Thank you, for giving me optimism, for being here, And thank you, for being, My Guardian Angel :) Our song, Your strength, Your -hi-hannah-i'm-always-here-for-you-so-don't-you-ever-forget-that- hugs, Your sweeeetness, Your optimism, Your non-judgemental ways, Your reassurance, Your transparency with me, Your tolerance, and You. They've all given me strength, and I'm going through so much now, and I'm sorry i haven't been truthful to tell you everything so far, I'm sorry for not telling you what's going through my mind, but I'll talk to you soon! :) I've been away for far too long, I think. Thank you, You truly are an angel :) I'm sure your dad's proud of you, I know I am. Miss you big skinny fat pineapple.

Hi, too lazy to upload the rest, I need to start on _________&_________'s letters, and dinner. Okay whatever i'm so tired i'm not looking forward to obs ): And i'm not talking to Lover, Heh

Yknw, this really really cute book was given to me a few weeks ago from Rahmah :-) I wanted to scan it and post the pictures up but apparently, laziness has taken over again. I'll just type it out :-)

When Friends meet, Hearts warm
Friends are special people who touch our lives in a certain way and having known them, we will never be the same.
For listening and caring, for giving and sharing, for always being there, thank you.
A hug is a great gift- one size fits all
Because we can't call people without wings angels, we call them Friends
There's nothing better than a good friend, except a good friend with chocolate
Good friends are like angels, you don't have to see them to know they are there
Friends bring out the beautiful things in each other that nobody else looks hard enough to find
Not Only do I love you, but you're my best friend (Awwww,)
You can't have too many friends, or pairs of shoes
Friends are the family we choose for ourselves
Friends like you don't grow on trees. I know that this is true, but if friends were flowers, there's no doubt how quickly I'd pick you
I can't imagine in all the world a better friend than you
You'll always be my friend (You know too much)
Some people make the world more special just by being in it
When I count my blessings, I always count you twice
Precious and few are friends like you

BBB, You're never alone. Never, ever, ever, ever in a milliongazillionfourmilliondouplemillion years :-) I love you too much to let you be alone. Cheeeeeery (:

Today's a good day, I wrote letters, Becky came over, and together, we gushed, raved and screamed about my boyfriend, (refer below),

(See, totally for me! So for all the idiots out there who doesn't believe we're meant to be together, get a life. Hahah. I love him, He loves me, Feeling's mutual so please, don't be jealous okay. Yay)

Pictures up in next post :-) Byeeeeeee.

Friday, January 18, 2008

Vain pig.

See people,got hope kayxzxz, flower in grass whoa whoa whoa
Okay so lame. Forget I typed anything (And yes I know there's the backspace key I'm lazy to click it)

Yay my photography so good (Thank you camera)

I think she was trying to smack me or sth (And obviously failing really horribly since she didn't even touch me at all)

Fringe, fringe, where fore art thou fringe.

She killed like 29348723984720348923 mimosa plants by squeezing them all together and the sap vacoules all came out, super disgusting lah. (Whoever believed that, shame on you. You actually believed that?! Yay I love you for believing my lies)

Hope.

YAY OMG I UPDATED (FINALLY) Okay actually it wasn't really long either. Thank you Deniisha for treaging (treating) me lunch today yay. I know i'm tpyping typing like shit but i'm sorry like I said i'm too lazy to click backspace so you have to live with my lousy typing teehee. Oaay Okay whatever Yay i like typing like this, I'm going to play squash now, or not. I'm just gonna watch jianghao lose his matches at kallantg, i mean. Kallang teehee, OKAY BYE BYE (PS, Bryan I promise I'll watch your mjat matchdes matches) :) :) :)

PUNGGOL FIELD SO MUDDY, TOWN COUNCIL, PLEASE DO STH ABOUT IT !

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

The people whom you think are the strongest, who seem to laugh the most, tell jokes, are awfully loud, are probably the ones who has the most problems, the most insecure, the weakest. They are probably the ones who needs assurance, who needs people to love and care for them, to be there. The ones you think are the weakest, with no mind of their own, are probably the strongest, they just keep stuff to themselves, and know when and how much to tell others. Those, are the strongest. What an irony.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Hello, I'm so angry with myself. I lost the whole Akltg folder of pictures plus pictures of outside friends from 07. Ah okay whatever at least I'll take the 07 one as a lesson, and the Akltg one as a sign that I should keep to my promise! (-: I shan't put posts that make me think anymore, cos I read and get upset at my own posts. Breakfast with Joel yesterday, then met Deniisha (to get my books,eeyer) then Dinner with Joel Sim Bao Chen. Yay I love bestfriendxzxzxzx :-)

Sorry, Too lazy to upload the rest :-) (See, I still haven't learnt my lesson,but whatever) Oh,

I need someone to talk to, BADLY.

Unforturnately, theres no one,

Too bad, _________.

To the Someone who wrote this on your blog, I'm here you silly pooooooo, :-) I won't leave you in the lurch one kay! <333333333

Saturday, January 12, 2008

To all those who are so busy working, so busy studying that you spend more time with your friends than your family. Slow down, and think about your priorities. You may be a delinquent, You may be a huge CEO of some big company, You may be an extraordinary student with talents aplenty, You may be the road sweeper,You may be a security guard, You may be the President, You may be the Emperor, You may be an athlete, You may be an actor, an actress, You may be a housewife, You may even be a child. Slow Down

For the Delinquent, is stealing, is rioting so important to you? Is being in a gang boosting your self esteem? Or do you feel so lousy inside, you need something material for someone to let you know your worth? Look at your parents, your guardian, your family members, and if you don’t have any of the three, Look at Yourself. You can let the whole world down, but can you bear to let yourself down when all that’s stopping you is your confidence? Your self esteem? Slow down, and think.

For the CEO, Is work that important? Would you give up everything you have, for your family? Your wealth, your house, your Mercedes-benz, everything. Would you?

For the Extraordinary Student, Yes your talents are reaching the heavens, but have you stopped to think, who made it possible? Yes, You did. But have you stopped to think who have supported you all your life? Even when no one believed in you, no one trusted you, this group of people did? Have you ever thanked them? Or have you scorned them cos your friends look down on them? Have you showed them you love them? Are those people more important, or are your talents more important? You decide.

For the Road Sweeper, Security Guard, I respect you, so, so much. People might label you as uneducated, but I don’t. You’re prepared to do jobs that no one else wants to do, You’re prepared to face criticism from the public or your so called friends because you’re not one of the elites among them. You’ve got my vote for Singaporean of the Year.

For the President, Emperor, Yes your country, your nation is important. But given a choice, would you choose Your country, or your family? Your country consisting of millions of people, or your family, consisting of about 10 members? Would you give up all your wealth, respect and power from your people for your family? Would you?

For the Athlete, Your talents as astonishing, your skills have been perfected over a span of 15, 20 years. If giving up both your arms and limbs can save someone you don’t know, would you? Would you live in shame as everyone in your country scorns you for not representing them and bringing them glory, or would you do it selflessly, without a word of complaint, but instead, living your life to the fullest, and adapting to your new, 180-degree change life?

For the Actor/Actress, Why are you in this line? For fame? Money? Awards? Recognition? Passion? By force? Cos you’re good at it? Are you in this line to spite someone who looked down on you in the past, are you in this line to get opportunites to go overseas, to see the other side of the world? What’s your main reason for being in this line? Would you, like AAA(She shall not be named), give up your studies to follow your passion fully?

For the Housewife, you’re probably a full time mother, an un-paid maid and hasn’t gotten enough thank you-s from your family. Instead, you get shouted at, you get mad, you stress yourself out over matters of the house, over matters of the family. But still, You press on. I admire you. You’ve probably given up your ambition, your career to be a housewife, a stay at home mom, and you’re an inspiration, really.

For the Child, Are your toys that important? Why do you scream in Toys R Us when your parents don’t get you the toy you want? Why do you go “I Hate you! You’re the worst parents ever!” just to have your way? Why do you lie, why do you insist on your way? Could you live without your toys? Would you give away all your toys to charity? To those who can’t afford it? To those who are so poor, instead of spending $4 on a bowl of noodles for one meal, they buy 2 packets of Maggie mee which consists of 5 small packets in each one to last the whole family of seven for two weeks, sharing and scrimping. Why do you blame your parents? Why do you make they weep? Why do you hurt them so?

16 hour workdays just to Provide
Everything for his little tyke
No time to sing a lullaby
Or give him a piggyback ride
TV Babysitter, toys are a bribe
As he speeds out the doorway and the car leaves the driveway.

The boy runs after his father
But his steps are too small
He stretches out his hands to reach him
As he tumbles and falls.

Slow Down
I can't keep up with you
You're getting a little too Quick
For me to follow
Slow Down.
You're getting away from me
And I don't know how to slow you down.

I’d like to apologize to Joel Sim Bao Chen ! Sorry I made you wait to damn long today! It's not like me to be late (AND YOU KNOW IT) so don't be mad/irritated/upset please. I know you're not lah, but still. Sorrrrrrry k :O You know that i can't stand it when i'm late :O I feel i'm such a lousy friend(and I probably am) You're at mj, having your debate now and I know you'll be great :-) It doesn't matter if hsc loses, I know you did your best, I know you're a winner, I believe in you 100%, it's time for you to believe in yourself too :-) Love You stupid bestfriend :-)

Deniisha: Thank you for helping me take back my books and everything and I'm sorry for being insecure. Prolly S has made me that way, I'm scared, I'm afraid I don't know anything anymore. I'm scared of friends, I'm afraid of being in a friendship. And thank you for your never ending advice which you think is nonsense but actually isn't ! (I'm just sorry I don't listen some times cos I'm just living in my own world)

I'm having a tough time keeping my emotions and thoughts in place. My mind wanders, my heart's so heavy, my face has to keep lying to the world, to keep putting on a smile just so people won't ask if I'm alright. I'm confused. I want people to care, but then I shut them out. I don't want it to be another Jeremy incident. I don't want to have close friends whom I need to watch pass away, and I still haven't gotten over it and probably never will. Even until today, I think of Jeremy and Aunty Nat daily, and sometimes I do feel their presence, but I do miss them being physically here with me. Their hugs, their smiles, their laughters, their nagging/scolding(heh), their pinchable faces, their shoulders I know so well, everything. People tend to ask me why I'm okay with talking about Jem and My Aunt. Maybe talking's a way for me to live in denial that they're still alive. Maybe talking's a way to make me believe what I said about them being on holiday somewhere else. Maybe talking about it actually takes away a bit of the pain. Both the ways they passed away was so tragic. I don't know how Jem felt in his last moments, did he get a flashback of his 24 years? Was I in his memory? Was I one of his better friends, not bothering about the age difference? Does he miss messing up my hair just as much as I miss him doing it? Does he regret anything? What were his last wishes? I regret so many things, that I never got the chance to tell him how much I love him, how much I care. That I never knew what were his last wishes, that I wasn't there with him in Cambodia, that I didn't call him so that I could concentrate on the participants in camp at that time. Was I being selfish? I Miss Jem, I can't believe that he really bought birks from Cambodia for me, and I can't believe that that note was the last, I can't believe I actually told him, "Go and die lah!", Jokingly or seriously, either way, it's horrible.

Aunty Nat, I hope you're happier in Heaven, I hope you see Adam, Moses, Esther and all the other people from the bible that you always dreamt of seeing, and of course, Our Almighty God :-) I'm glad you didn't suffer any pain when you passed away, but that still doesn't take away any single bit of pain since five years ago. How could you leave the world, do you know how many people are crying for you? Do you know how screwed up the family is? I need you here, I need you to comfort me, to hold me, to let me know everything's gonna turn out just okay, to reassure me that you'll be here. You once told me you'll be here, in the good times and the bad, for me. I'd give almost anything to have you back here, even though I know it's not possible. I regret not spending as much time as I would have liked to, with you. I regret not talking to you every day, I regret not spending every single waking minute with you, I regret arguing with you about the renovation of your house(even if it was playful arguments!), I regret not listening to you at times, I regret refusing to and buy dinner for you and would watch the telly instead, I regret that I haven't told you I love you enough, That I haven't held you close enough, that I didn't visit you during the past month of your life, that I haven't smelt your smell for five years, that we spent the last National day of your life, at home instead of the parade, like you wanted. I regret a lot of other things, and I Miss You, so much so that my heart and my head hurts whenever I miss you. I know you're happier in Heaven, and please watch over Uncle Rick :-) He must be feeling so lonely under all that exuberant exterior. I know, I've been battling that facade for ever so long. I Love You.

I've done my best to get over Jem, Aunty Nat and Radia but I've failed so badly. And Honestly, I feel so much regret that I wasn't a good friend to Radia. Or rather, I really never bothered to ask about her life, to ask her how she was feeling, to ask her if she was okay, if she needed a friend, needed a shoulder to cry on, needed someone to talk to. No, she wasn't a good friend, but she was a classmate and it's hard to live with people you know passing away one after another. I feel horrible that I really cared about the clique and a few others in class, Radia not being one of them. I want to know her, I want to know the real person under that happy exterior. I want to know her pain, her suffering and share the good and bad times with her but it's all impossible. I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do, My hand, My Mind and My Heart's failing me. I didn't think I'd write about this, I was supposed to write about 07 and 08 but my hand started, my heart lead.

From the heart, Radia, Aunty Nat, Jem, I Miss you three. So many unfinished things, unfinished promises, unfinished talks, but well, I'll see you in Heaven :-)

The kind uncle who gave me free Ice Cream :-)

Omgah and once again, I wanted this to be a pictures post but I really cannot take it lah ! Hahah, cos it takes forever (Maybe 20 seconds) to upload and I have no patience to wait so long! My neopets need more attention :-) And anw, We went to Chinatown and it was awfullllllly fun(and weird cos some one fought with another person!) Oh well, I'll write another post soon, See youuuuuuuuu

P.S. Hi Marcus, wth why you must insist i dedicate a post to you! (anw i won't do that, i'll just dedicate a few sentences to you! Otherwise my blog will have virus cos of your name) Hahah, anw yes I know you're back and yes I know you think I'm a bitch cos I refuse to go out with you(totally lame reason!) but whatever, I need to study, so, Understand! Kthxbye :-)

Friday, January 11, 2008

I lay my life before You
Lord I surrender all
All that I have been through
Lord I give it to You now
And though I have some questions
Things I'll never understand
I'll come into Your presence
And I place them in Your hands

I Meant every single word, really and truly :) Oh and yes, to JOJO(the weirdest, coolest bestfriend), Cheeeeeeerup, and all the best for debate tmrw, I believe in you, I hope you do too :-) Spiritual Life! (And automatically I'll think of Megalife, of the people I miss- Janel, CherylT, CherylT, Charmaine, Vanessa, Natalie, Nicol and the rest and hahahah I don't know lah, I'm quite speechless today.) Anyone who actually reads this blog, remind me to do my QT and pray please :-)

Thank You Annoyingest person ever, You've made me smile so much and you've pissed me off like mad (Rmbr the zoo!) And all but ultimately, You're a star and I Love You(or maybe not) Hahahah. Seeeeeee you sooooooooon.

Joel made me damn annoyed just now on msn, but whatever. Everything's okay already. Talking to Rystine now, (even though she's away for the moment) and she touched on the totally -i-hate-this-subject-topic- thing but it's okay! Hahah. I'm tired, angsty and irritated. I need to go meet Deniisha to collect my emath, amath and chemistry book and i've got 293847293857934857 tests next week and Obs the following week and it's the second week of school and i've burned out so much already :O I hate how people like Suling are so smart and excel in sports. Unfair to the maxxxxx. And anyway, training today was uh. Hahahahah. (No Comment)

And, what's friends to you? People you hang out with? People you have lunch with? People you talk to on a regular basis? People you fight with? People you hug? People you text/call everyday? I honestly don't know the definition of friends, I don't know how to be a friend, considering the tiniest amount of friends I have(No, acquainances not counted! So everyone should stop the whole, omgah you have so many friends thing. I don't.) but I've done my best, And maybe I should stop. Maybe I should honestly start being a loner, having a few acquaintances and no close friends. Then you don't get your heart broken, you don't sit at home and cry till you're left with no more tears, you don't think about the situation 24/7 especially before a major exam, you don't worry so much that you send him/her a letter every single day just wanting your friendship to be okay, you won't think of that person till your heart bleeds, but you still act all okay on the outside. To me, a friend is one, who's there for you, who knows your bad points, your flaws, and still accepts and loves you, whose house you've been to so many times their parents are thinking of adopting you to save travelling time to and fro both houses, whose hugs make you feel secure and can cheer you up, unlike those meaningful hugs that you'll prolly feel lousy after. The one who knows when to call you, when to be happy and hyper, when to be quiet and let silence take over conversations, to fill the air between the two of you, to fight, cos the making up's the best part, to say sorry to each other after a fight, and actually mean it. One who knows what's happening to you, how screwed up your life is, and is still there for you, to hold your hand and see it through the end.

For all those out there whom you know you're my friend, whom I've treated, who I treat as a friend, Thank you for being here :-)
Please don't ask me why I wrote about friends, I have no idea. :O

Maybe, Maybe
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. Author Unknown

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

I really, really did my best to make this a picture post, but duh it was unsuccessful kthxbye. I'll write a proper post in a few minutes! I have inspiration to blog nowadays, (thanks shasha!-again) Anw, I love the first photo! It makes me think a lot c: And then second photo, Deniisha&I, third photo, Kailing&I(A few of us says she looks like Amanda Kee!)