Thank You Annoyingest person ever, You've made me smile so much and you've pissed me off like mad (Rmbr the zoo!) And all but ultimately, You're a star and I Love You(or maybe not) Hahahah. Seeeeeee you sooooooooon.

Joel made me damn annoyed just now on msn, but whatever. Everything's okay already. Talking to Rystine now, (even though she's away for the moment) and she touched on the totally -i-hate-this-subject-topic- thing but it's okay! Hahah. I'm tired, angsty and irritated. I need to go meet Deniisha to collect my emath, amath and chemistry book and i've got 293847293857934857 tests next week and Obs the following week and it's the second week of school and i've burned out so much already :O I hate how people like Suling are so smart and excel in sports. Unfair to the maxxxxx. And anyway, training today was uh. Hahahahah. (No Comment)

And, what's friends to you? People you hang out with? People you have lunch with? People you talk to on a regular basis? People you fight with? People you hug? People you text/call everyday? I honestly don't know the definition of friends, I don't know how to be a friend, considering the tiniest amount of friends I have(No, acquainances not counted! So everyone should stop the whole, omgah you have so many friends thing. I don't.) but I've done my best, And maybe I should stop. Maybe I should honestly start being a loner, having a few acquaintances and no close friends. Then you don't get your heart broken, you don't sit at home and cry till you're left with no more tears, you don't think about the situation 24/7 especially before a major exam, you don't worry so much that you send him/her a letter every single day just wanting your friendship to be okay, you won't think of that person till your heart bleeds, but you still act all okay on the outside. To me, a friend is one, who's there for you, who knows your bad points, your flaws, and still accepts and loves you, whose house you've been to so many times their parents are thinking of adopting you to save travelling time to and fro both houses, whose hugs make you feel secure and can cheer you up, unlike those meaningful hugs that you'll prolly feel lousy after. The one who knows when to call you, when to be happy and hyper, when to be quiet and let silence take over conversations, to fill the air between the two of you, to fight, cos the making up's the best part, to say sorry to each other after a fight, and actually mean it. One who knows what's happening to you, how screwed up your life is, and is still there for you, to hold your hand and see it through the end.

For all those out there whom you know you're my friend, whom I've treated, who I treat as a friend, Thank you for being here :-)
Please don't ask me why I wrote about friends, I have no idea. :O

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Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. Author Unknown