Ran in the rain just now, it was therapeutic and it made me feel waaaaaaaaay better. I jogged to Pasir Ris park and just sat on the rocks, letting the rain wash away everything I was feeling, so thank you, rain. For letting me cry, and for the silence. I've been feeling like crap the entire week, (Here's where I start messing up and pulling my hair) and I realise, I fall short of plenty. I've been left with no choice, but to go to God. I know I don't like going to Him, talking to Him, cos I feel guilty of being away for far too long, but I was left with no choice, after deciding to bottle up all my feelings inside.

Dear God,
Thank you, for everything, and more.

Love, Hannah

Once again, heading to pray's one of the best experiences ever. I always put long prayers off as I'm so busy(!!) but once you start, you can't stop. God, thank you, for allowing me to come back into your presence, cry my heart out, and know I'm okay, even if the whole world feels I'm not, cos you've got me, and I know You'll hold me whenever I cry, and catch me whenever I fall. As always, God, You Win. You did, do, and always will. So here's my heart, my soul, my mind, my actions, my thoughts, my emotions, my pain and suffering, my happiness and everything else I've failed to mention. You've got my heart, and I belong to you, and You alone. Thank you, for never abandoning me, for never giving up on me, for bleeding for me, for crying for me, for watching over me. Your love, acceptance, and care, they're priceless. I surrender my all, to you. I'm letting you lead me, mould me into someone you'll be proud of. Thank You, for being Real :)